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My Sad Poems
A Lonely Journey

The sunsets on this lonely town,
and the darkness creeps in.
The streets are empty tonight,
as the lights slowly go dim.

A boy sitting on his bed alone,
stares up at the stars above.
He is planning to leave town,
to find his one true love.

His bags are packed and ready,
his room he gives one last look.
A note on the fridge for his parents,
In place of a picture he took.

He leaves his home crying softly,
this journey has just begun.
On his way into the real world,
to find his special someone.

The darkness swallows him whole,
but he makes his way through,
just waiting for any chance,
to tell a girl, 'I love you'.
******
Teary Eyes

I laid in bed tonight and cried
Tears of loneliness
With heartbreak filled my eyes
In a world full of people
I've isolated myself somehow
Maybe because I'm afraid
Of being hurt once again
Hiding my feelings
Is what I do best
Never shall I be the first
To confess
Running away
Is how I survive
Rather easy to do in my life
Anytime I begin to love
I get beat on once again
Another tactic I suppose
To prevent me from gaining control
I laid in bed and cried tonight
Tears of loneliness with heartbreak
Have become my life

********
I miss it all

I miss the days we used to talk
And both sit upon the ground
I miss you making me laugh
Without even making a sound

I miss how it was fit together
Like we were so meant to be
I miss the nights we had it all
When it was only you and me

I miss how you used to smile
Whenever I was walking by
I miss the fact we were one
There was not any other guy

I miss the breathtaking kisses
And the hugs we used to share
I miss you holding me tight
When no body else was there

I miss all the nights we spent
And how we loved to dance
I miss how it was meant to be
But we quickly lost the chance

I miss you, and I still can't say
How I want you baby so much
I miss how my heart could fly
Before it suffered Cupid's touch

I miss running into your arms
The only person who was true
But the thing I miss the most
Is simply...being loved by you

*****
Words I cannot say

These are the words I cannot say
But they come from the heart
Despite all the arguments
I've liked you from the start

I like the way your mind works
The way you're so unique
And when I'm in my darkest hour
I long to hear you speak

I like the way you walk
The way you slightly smile
And when your move close to me
You cause my heart to go wild

I like the ways you're different
I like those mysterious eyes
Actually I like everything
Even what's inside

I long for you to hold me
To feel your lips on mine
I know it isn't work yet
We need a little more time

But these are all the things
I guess I cannot yet say
Like how I somehow manage
To think of you all day

Yes I'm scared you'll hurt me
Just break me and leave
I don't want to have to worry
I don't want to be deceived

How all this can work
I'll guess we'll never know
But don't turn your back on me yet
I'm not quite ready for you to o go

I'm sorry for writing this
But its all I can do
It the only way for me
To say I love you

For these are the words
I just cannot say
But things will be different
One day...
*****
The reason I love you

The Smell of your hair
The taste of your kiss
These are the things
That I will always miss

The sound of your voice
The feel of your hand
They affect me in ways
You could never understand

The love in your heart
The peace in your eyes
They make me feel
Like I want to cry

You are a gift
That God gave to me
And I can just feel
That we are meant to be

I'll love you forever
I hope you do to
For it's only a short while
Before we say "I do"
******
Thank you for your love

You take me by the hand and guide me through the night.
You tell me you love me, and every thing is alright.
You're the only one that seems to care about me.
You see something in me, that no one else can see.

To everyone else I'm a huge mistake; they wish I was never born.
Always making me feel horrible leaving me alone to mourn.
Then you came into my life, I was scared to give you my heart.
But you were always there for me; I didn't want us to be apart.

You found your way into my heart, it wasn't easy to give.
Now that I did I don't regret it, I want to be with you as long as I live.
You opened up my eyes; you made everything better than before.
Because of you I don't let the things everyone say get to me anymore.

Thank you for everything you've done
without you I wouldn't be complete.
Throughout the years you've made me feel loved
you've always been so sweet.
I know you won't hurt me, you won't leave my side.
I love you with all my heart, and one day hope to be your bride.
******

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